TO MRS. BLACKBURN of Killearn.
Glenlair, Thursday.
DEAR MRS. BLACKBURN—My father died
suddenly to-day at 12
o'clock. He had been giving directions about the
garden,
and he said he would sit down and rest a little as usual. After a few
minutes
I asked him to lie down on the sofa, and he did not
seem
inclined to do so, and then I got him some ether, which had helped
him
before.
Before he could take any he
had a slight struggle,
and all was over. He hardly breathed afterwards.
He used often to talk to me
about this, which
has come at last, and he seemed fully to have made up his mind to
it
and to be prepared for it. His nights have sometimes been troubled, and
last night I was with him the whole time trying to get him into a
comfortable sleep, which did not come till light. [254]
Otherwise we thought him
better than when in
Edinr. He was very glad to get back here again.
I write to you that you may
tell Mrs. Wedderburn.
She ought to know, and I trust you will let her know, that
not
only was there no pain or distress about my father's death, but he had
often been speaking of how glad he was that he had got everything
put in order, and that he was home again.
I have written to ask my
Uncle Robert Cay to
come and help me in various things, as I am rather alone here.
Of
course I have written to Sir George, and will do so to other relatives
as soon as I can. Your affte. cousin,
JAMES CLERK MAXWELL.