My Dearest
I have written to you every day since my arrival and therefore this is
my fourth epistle I
hope you will receive the whole number though they contain nothing of
importance.
I say
nothing of importance meaning thereby of interest to any Person
but yourself for I am happy in
beleiving that every thing however, trifling which relates to me, is of
high importance to you.
And though it is impossible that I should appear in your physical eyes
quite as great and as
faultless a man as I may in the mental vision of those who have only
heard
of me from a
distance yet I feel assured and rejoice in the assurance
that I am very dear to you and that you
are even more tenderly and anxiously attached to me on account of the
faults
of character which must be glaringly exhibitid to one in as
close
communion with me
as you are. I was in
my early life exposed to many temptations and I can never be
sufficiently
thankful that I have
been preserved as I have been. "You may love me for the dangers that I
have escaped and
I
will love you for pitying them."
I think the transfer to
Washington when once it is
made will be much
less
disagreeable than
you immagine.40 YouA as well as myself will be roused to greater
effort--
Your time and
thoughts have been for several years past engrossed necssisarily with
the
whole care of the
Family the physical and moral developement of our children,41 but as
they
grow older their
intellectual faculties wil require more attention. You will be called
on
to devote with them considerable time to reading and mental
operations which will rouse
your
energies in the
direction in which they you are well qualified to excell. Mary will
soon
be old enough to take
an interest in works of a higher order than those which now occupy her
attention-- She wll
read to you while you are sewing and your comments will as they do now
but in a higher degree expand her mind. We must endeavour to
get
for our little Girls a
Governess in the
Family--if possible a Lady of good education, accomplished maners and
of
a good heart and temper. Mary requires a good deal of
attention as
to her carriage &
her personal habits as to ease of action--Helen will require
less
of this and Carry least of all;
she is a Lady born. The
substratum foundation and the material of the character of each is
admirable
and they only
require a little attention as to the embellishment. Will. I presume
will
be much pleased with the
expected visit of Richard.42 I must take him more under my charge and
perhaps
I can do this more effectually by carrying him with me when I
travel we will then be
more thrown together and a more free communication
established. I am now going to the Treasury office and shall
not
return until 3
O'clockB
when I may
perhaps scribble a few more lines. I start for home this evening or in
the early train tomorrow.
I expect to be in Princeton on Friday but should I not arrive until
saturday
do not be uneasy--
For a time adieu-- Just through dinner--was quite
hungry
spent the morning in the west
part
of the city visited J. Q. Adams43 in his 80th year remarkable memory
related several
interesting
annecdotes of
history-- Exhibited to him my plans of the Smithsonian Institution with
which he was
pleased.44 I promised to furnish him with a copy-- I shall not be able
to get off until
tomorrow morning. The day has been warm but plesant the spring is
quite
late for this
place
though vegetation is
much perhaps I should say
considerably farther advanced than in
Princeton.I
[...]C my
letter to Mrs
Ludlow yesterday so that she will be prepared
for my arrival
tomorrow.
I hope to find you very much better on my return and shall be much
disappointed
if I do not
receive the accustomed greeting inD the entry when I enter the door.
Give
my kind regards to
Mary Ann LaGrange45E and thank her for the use of her watch it has done
me good service. I was however obliged to purchase a key for
the
article.
Kiss all the children for me and receive the unnecessary assurance that
I am as ever
Your--H.
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